i never thought i'd see the day

It's funny how people are concerned about my reputation. My reputation. Like, whaat?
What's even funnier, I am surprised. It's not me. I'm not something to be ashamed of. How weird is that? I am actually surprised by he fact that I'm worthy enough to have a good reputation and people who see me as better than others. It's fucking hilarious. Where the fuck does this come from? Why am I surprised? Is my self-esteem really that low? Really? Well, fuck.

/P.