marvinizer

He said it. And I... I hesitated.

I've said those words so many times before that they've lost some of their worth. I don't think they hold the same meaning when I say them.

So I try to compensate with actions and other words like "it feels great to spend time with you" or "you're important to me". The thing is, what if he doesn't understand that my way of saying "I love you" is different than his? I'm scared that he'll think that I don't feel the same way.

On the other hand, he's never complained. When I smile and call him big idiot, I feel that he understands what I'm trying to say. He knows. And that makes me feel both relieved and happy.

/P.