i'll kill you so hard you'll die to death

The thing about me and relationships is that it's far too easy for me to fall in and out of love. It worries me. I know it has something to do with cyclothymia and all but still, it's not fair.

I need an anchor in my life. GC is that anchor right now. Without him I'd just kind of be drifting around, and -what's worse - probably bathing in promiscuity. But I have him now. An anchor. Something steady and secure in everyday life. I need that.

And I know it's bad to depend on someone like this, but I just can't help it. Whether it's bad or not.

/P.