i had to sit in church for 2 hours straight

He's coming back and it feels like he's been away for ages, not one and a half weeks. What is wrong with me??

My moods have been ranging from furious (as you've probably definitely noticed) to depressed to euphoric to apathetic and it's been hard. Really hard. Right now I'm feeling okay. As in, I'm not a danger to myself or others. And stuff.