Ever since the Sads kicked in I keep getting the urge to cry because of every tiny thing that goes wrong. This morning I had a fit of anger and threw my clothes all over my room and then cleaned it up again, ashamed at my behaviour. Then I proceeded to glide into a state of apathetic stupor, then I went to school, almost cried at the sight of GC... not because of him but more because I needed a hug real bad and there was no time and I felt so helpless and stupid because I couldn't tell him what I wanted. Now I'm waiting for my break to be over so I can go play volleyball and ruin my wrist for the nth time because I can't seem to get anything right these days.
All I want is to snuggle up in a warm bed and have GC hug me tight and then I want to wake up after a good long sleep feeling refreshed and strong.
/P.
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