how many muffin? - yes.

Weirdly enough I'm not looking forward to the holidays at all. I want to stay here and have fun. I know I sound like a spoiled brat but that's just how it is.
I don't enjoy staying with my father because I constantly need to be on guard. Did I say something that could be used against me? Did I remember to smile when I said good morning? Is it okay to wear my hair like this? Can my voice be mistaken to have an aggressive undertone? Would it be rude and ungrateful to say that I want to spend my holidays with other people?
I think you get my point.

I'm planning to convince my father that I absolutely must leave four days before school starts so I can spend some time with GC and perhaps even LR if she's available. It would be awesome. Though what would be even more awesome is GC's and my elopement plan which involves him carrying me off into the dark night on Sylvester. Come on, picture it. The faces they'd make... Daydreaming is okay. It really is. As long as I know I need to wake up at some point (and I do for now).

/P.