Wow I was so tired today I almost fell asleep during lunch break. Okay I did fall asleep but it was for like 5 minutes so it was more of a power nap than anything else.
Tomorrow's finally Friday!! And that means that I'm staying over at GC's again ^-^ All the way until Monday, this time. Mmmm long weekend. Me likey.
I've been writing poetry again lately, but it feels different. More abstract and less rhymes. Tumblr influence? Maybe. I miss my old writing though.
The Sads have kicked in, but it doesn't feel like the usual Sads. They're far less intense, so to speak. It's been going on for at least two or three weeks. It's just becoming harder and harder to hide the fact that I'm tearing up and stuff. Sometimes it's so bad that I can't say anything because I know my voice will break and I'll start crying like a baby.
My half-sister sent me loads of "kisiel" by post and I'm eating away and it makes me ridiculously happy. Haven't had it in ages. Good stuff. Good times. :)
Aaand on Monday I have half a day off so GC and I are planning to make a shit ton of Christmas cookies which will be epic and tasty and ah life isn't bad at all it's pretty great in fact if it weren't for the Sads... I'm so happy, you see, despite the Sads. I can laugh and I feel good. Which is awesome. (That doesn't change the fact that I need to stand up to my father and speak my mind or I'll never break free)
/P.
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