School starts tomorrow... I cut my hair the other day, it's fucking short now, I can't tie it up in a ponytail anymore. But I like the cut, it makes me feel better. it's funny how changing your appearance can make you change on the inside too, although one says it's the other way round.
I wonder if I've changed since before the holidays. Sure, I'm still the crazy old me, but on the other side I feel more serious now. Maybe it's because I'm having mood swings ever since D left; one moment I'm euphoric, the next I'm down in a hole. Luckily D gave me a whole collection of his music so I have no fear of being depressed too long, "his" playlist makes me smile every time, though I never thought I'd like reggae that much ^^.
...Is it just me or am I like the only one here who's actually ready to wait for a guy for so long?! I mean okay I might like go out with guys once in a while while I'm here, but in the end I'll always go back to D without a second thought. Sheesh he's not even that special, and yet I'm seriously into him. M said he looks like the type of person who's a good kisser. She was hella right. ;)
A word on E about SK: Guys think differently, but you should seriously set this straight with them coz c'mon it's not a cool feeling to have a friend who thinks it's obvious that you'd let him into his pants just because your friends. Omg did this statement just now make any sense at all? Whatever I hope you know what I mean. And this goes to all you gals out there: If a friend of yours thinks he has some right to get into your pants, something's really wrong with the way people percieve you.
Ooops too many random subjects...
xx /P.
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