I was supposed to have a relapse into depression today.
I didn't. Thank God.
Instead I had an awesome lunch with F's family and lots of fun. Dinner was grilled stuffs we made outside and a load of snow balls flying everywhere while we were bellowing 'Wonderful World' by Louis Armstrong. So yeah, it was pretty awesome.
I kind of get the feeling that I'm really happy around him. I mean he's totally crazy, but so am I and to be honest I don't care. It's just fun to be around him.
I realised on the train on the way home that I'm really gonna miss him during the holidays.
It's just that I'm beginning to get used to him, his presence, his warmth, his voice... and it sound totally cheesy, I know, but it's true. Though at times I wish it were different. Because when I feel this way, I start wanting commitment and long-term relationships and and and. Which is something I'm scared of. So.
But I wanted this post to end on a cheerful note. And so: Right now, I'm glad I went for it. I'm happy.
/P.
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