I don't know whether he's just crazy as fuck over me and a tad psychotic or whether he's just a really really sweet guy who's trying too hard.
I mean, who in his right mind would come see me for the only 30minutes of his free time during the day, on top of it by train? I don't know what to think. My brother thinks it's sweet of him to do so... he's all for love at first sight - I didn't know my brother could be such a romantic. It's kinda cute.
But on the other hand, we've only known each other for a bit more than a week. It might be too fast a progress if you ask me. Though it doesn't seem like it's been such a short time.
Should I believe for once that someone actually holds me dear? After certain assholes who claimed the same thing but turned out to be filthy liars, I'm reluctant to accept it. My self-esteem is so low that I can't believe it, no matter whether it's true or not. The trouble is, I want to believe it. But how do I know when I'm right to do so and when it's a mistake?
/P.
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