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Seems that physical contact is important after all.
Am I too shy or too proud? Wish I knew. Either way, I can't say what I want at times, whether it's to save myself or my face. Isn't that kind of the same thing, anyway?
Desire is a tricky thing. It doesn't necessarily have anything to do with other emotions as such, and still it's just as powerful. How so? I wonder.

I don't regret telling F that I really don't want a relationship (with him). It's only fair for him to know. But I kinda feel guilty for having to say it so harshly :/
Oh well, I just hope I won't feel sorry so much that I might do something regrettable tomorrow... I've already been warned not to.

/P.