Positive thinking

"Everything is good with crumpets involved." (Chealy)

Let's be positive. In less than 2 months the summer holidays begin and school can kiss my ass goodbye for 6 weeks. 6 glorious, relaxing weeks. Yes.
But.
Before this wonderful episode of recovery, I have tons of essays, tests, presentations and hours of school in general that I have to survive. On top of that I have to write my MA during the holidays. Oh and I'll only be spending 2 weeks in 'my' forest in Poland where I get to see D again. Two fucking weeks. Two. No more. It's like father's doing it on purpose. Two weeks just aren't enough to catch up for a whole year, it's impossible!

But back to being positive.
-Staying over at the boyfriend's on Sat, to get rid of the pressure and stuff. Sounds like fun to me.
-Almost finished German essay, finally.
-Ex-bf looks like shit, makes me feel better about myself.
-Dreamed about slapping LR and for all the times she's made me feel like the bad guy when I wasn't. Woke up feeling fulfilled.
-D gave a sign of life, acted overly nice. Probably guilty. Or nervous because we're seeing each other soon. Has a huskier voice than I remember from last time, sounds kinda sexy.

/P.