Nuisance

All right, all right. I give in. This blog hasn't been anything more than a rant about S. So I've decided to make a fresh start. No more ranting. Tomorrow, if all goes well, I will have a swell time at the grill party. I will ignore S and not mind his shameless flirting around with P and others while looking at me if I saw. I will not let this affect me anymore. S, you're dead. Sorry for you. There, I don't care anymore. Okay I do, otherwise I wouldn't be writing this. But I'll try hard. No more heart pain for me, thanks.
S, puhleez! Just because you told me once that you loved me and thought that's all you need to do to have me doesn't mean that I'm going to put up with this shit. No way. So get out of my life. Get out of my heart. Now.

So, anyways, 49 days to go until A's back from Africa! :D I'm so looking forward to seeing her again!!! I wonder how she looks like now. After all, it's been half a year... I wonder if she's got herself a permanent sunburn ^^ Of course we stay in contact by mail now, but still... a person can change so much after half a year, not only in matters of appearance but also character. Though from what I read in her mails she's still the old A. Still sarcastic, though with a touch of African slang in her English now (what the hell is "anhomlobho"?!). Of course I must scold our Geography teacher for doing a crosswords puzzle without A around, which equals to a sin in A's eyes. Of course. I wonder if she cut her hair short again... She looked really pretty with a short haircut.

Righto, see you around! :)

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