Lovelorn

I just found the perfect song for all those who broke up with their boyfriend/girlfriend and regret it:

For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
But then love love love made us blind

An apology now after all of this time
Won't make any difference tonight
But im hoping "I'm sorry" will open your mind
To love love love love in your life

For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right (tonight)
So sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you (I was falling in love)
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time


                                                - Skot Suyama , "Sorry That I Loved You"


It's just a small part of the song. But I really liked it. Makes me feel depressed of course but that's probably the point of the song. I had to think of E when I heard it for the first time.


I've been (obviously) really down lately because of an ignorant person in my life who doesn't know the word "forgive". Thank God T invited me to a grill-party yesterday to cheer me up, same as L. L#2 (yep there's another L I know) told me she'd read about Greg and said she was really sorry about it... so sweet of her! 
I just hope there'll be a positive turn in my life some time soon... it's been to mean to me lately. Life, I mean. A breakup would make me feel awkward but I think I should do it because what's the point of having a boyfriend you first haven't seen for 2 weeks and then he gets mad at you after you've been missing him and you haven't even had the chance to properly say hi to him ever since, not talking about spending some time together. Jerk. I hate him. 
I like him too much. Why?