so much to do

I still haven't done all my washing, I have to open a new account and I need to buy stuff for GC's parcel...

(There! there is fucking is again! I need to. I don't need to do anything. I want to. And that's my big fucking problem. I want to get him things and then I spoil him too much and so he's starting to take me for granted. I WILL NOT BE TAKEN FOR GRANTED FOR FUCK'S SAKE DO YOU HEAR ME)

Then I have to clean my room and do a loooooong session of dusting (I'm already crying), then I have to clean the bathroom, then I have to buy food for the rest of the week...

And I still need to work on my final essay. Fuck. Shit.