call my name

"I'm tearing up across your face
Move dust through the light
To find your name"

I feel like I'm a mess. Not emotionally (for once), but physically. I feel physically unstable, like my body is going to fall apart any moment. Kind of like my atoms are about to disperse. I know it sounds strange, but I don't know how to explain it. I never know how to explain how I feel, anyway. What's the point of having feelings if you can't even understand them?

I remembered a song today,  Marvinizer by Sarp Yilmaz. It's one of the first songs I ever heard at GC's place so it kind of has sentimental value. I don't know. I just like it. And I like the way it made me smile. So yeah.

/P.