mechanical lullaby

I realize that my recent posts have been a bit disturbing.
I could have written about other things, like how my boyfriend loves me and how my mother is finally trying to discipline my brother, or that I'm lucky to have good friends who are always there for me.
But I didn't.
While there's a lot of good stuff happening around me, my mind remains the same. The shadows and monsters are all still there. So I choose to write about them. It gives me a sense of release, in a way. By writing about them I can get them out of my head for a while.

/P.