inspired moment

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KEsZheHrD2o&feature=plcp

As you know I have my ups and downs. Mostly in ten-minute intervals. Yeah.
But I'm determined to change this. There's no sense in succumbing to every mood/feeling that just happens to cross my way.
I'm too easily influenced by others. I can tell myself that I like someone a lot because they like me too, and believe it. I can be depressed the whole day by listening a sad song in the morning. I can be all high spirits after watching a little kid laugh on the way to school. But it's not good. Not healthy. Not nothing. It's just useless.
Therefore, I've conjured up three vital points that I have to keep in mind:

1. I will not live the life of others, nor will I feel dependent on or restricted by others/society. I will do what I want in life, I will achieve what I want, and if I don't succeed, at least I'll know I did my best. No more living in a golden cage.
2. I'm not a doll. I'm not something you can throw into a corner when bored and expect me to sit and wait quietly until you want me again.
3. I have my worth. There's no point in letting people use me or make me feel worthless, because I'm unique, special and proud to be what I am. And if I'm not proud, I should change what I am and become what I want to be.

Time to change.

/P.