Since I'm going to be completely isolated from the world for 10 days (1% hope for internetz, not much if you ask me), I thought I should write them down spontaneously now. This might turn into a monologue, so ignore the frustrated accusations/reproaches/whatever.
-> Forget D (get over it, girl, it's finished, and you did the finishing, what the fuck is your problem?!)
-> Stand up to my father (still not able to do it... my heart just breaks at the thought of his disappointment in me every time I try to say No)
- Get on better with my brother ( yeah right you're just hoping for him to stop calling you slut or cunt every time he sees you since that's what all girls are in his eyes anyway)
-> Get better grades (seriously I'm panicking now I don't want to fail and repeat the year)
-> Go shopping less often (it's like a stress-killer, and I'm addicted)
-> Build up some muscles
-> Improve my self esteem (it's, like, somewhere down in the cellar at times, and that needs to stop)
-> Buy a new laptop (mine's a wreck)
I bet my efforts to put these plans into action will be almost equal to zero, but oh well, its tradition.
/P.
PS: Merry Christmas and stuff ♥
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