is it wrong to be jealous of a friend just because she got more attention than me for once? i feel like a mean bitch. it was so damn trivial and actually it would never ever matter but today this thought just sprang into my mind saying "why are they listening to her? i'm more interesting anyway, look at me, me, me!" and then i felt really awful for thinking that. especially because i should be happy for her and because i'm absolutely not more interesting than her. so here i am, trying to relieve my conscience by trying to admit that i'm just an egoistic brat.
i guess i like getting attention. everyone does, to a certain degree. and my degree happens to be set higher up than with others.
/P.
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