i'm sick woo

I was so weak yesterday that I had to prop myself up on the table to stand through the dinner prayer (which is like 30seconds long so yeah I was really weak), I kinda regretted walking up for dinner anyway because goddamn, it's such a long walk from the boarding house! I'm walking up today too because I'm an idiot but we're having a buffet and I don't trust RC and SW to get right stuff for me so I figured yeah why not I'll walk up today, too. So yeah. I'm an idiot.