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OKAY so self-perception is very important. I need to work on that. I have tremendously low self-esteem and this needs to change immediately. The morning "you're beautiful" mantra is utter bullshit, I've tried. Now I just want to focus on feeling good. As in, eating as much as I want, wearing what I want etcetera without worrying if it looks good enough to be seen in public. As long as I feel good, I'll start to look good. Kinda a side effect.
Starting now, I'll try to focus on my good sides, not just my bad sides when I look into a mirror. And I'll try to bring out my good sides even more.
I want to change for the better. I want to be desirable. But this time, I want to be desirable to myself, not to others. There's a difference.

/P.