Yeah. Well.
I've never felt embarrassed about a kiss mark. This time I felt like a little girl hiding the fact that she ate all the nutella in the house. Or something.
I think the main reason is that I'm kinda crushing on Utah and don't want to seem like I'm not serious or something. I am serious. If he'd finally make up his mind, that would be great, because I've said all I have to say; now it's his turn. The thing is that I can't commit to him unless it's official. I won't stop seeing other people just because I have a crush on him. If i wait and it might be in vain then I may just as well enjoy myself anyway.
And yes, I realise this makes me awfully shallow, but what the hell, I'm enjoying myself.
/P.
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