holy crap is it that bad?

Okay, just to get a few things straight (with myself more than anyone, really):
-I may be sexually frustrated, but I wouldn't go out with someone just for the sex. If I gave anyone that impression, it's wrong.
-I want to be loved; not in the physical way (which is basically more of a pleasant side effect of the actual thing) but emotionally, whole-heartedly, the whole shazam. I need human affection to keep going.
-I like attention, just like any other girl, but I don't act up to get that attention. If you think my behaviour is overdone or faked, it isn't. I really am this crazy. I'm a drama queen. That's just me.
-I may constantly talk about wanting to hook up or have a boyfriend, but in the end, it's just a single girl complaining. Like a hungry girl would about wanting a burger.
-I don't want a boyfriend because I don't want to be alone. That would be using that person for a egoistic reason. No matter how lonely I may feel, I will never get together with someone for the sake of getting together or not being alone anymore. Get that into your head.

Phew.

/P.