Wednesday, February 29, 2012

long long ago...

What to do? What to do?

I want both of them, in a way. D to pass the time during the summer holidays and to have someone somewhere who cares and him to hold back here, in the middle of nowhere. But it's not as easy as that, isn't it?
I'm addicted to D, he's like some kind of drug I can't get enough of. It might sound cliche, but it's true, sadly.
He is something out of bounds, something forbidden that I want to have at all costs, just because I actually shouldn't. I've tasted the forbidden fruit... I like him, but not in that way; I just like him.

Honestly, I still shy back from the idea of being a two timer, but then on the other hand, why not? No doubt D is doing exactly the same thing. Oh the trust I put in him, it's overwhelming...

/P.

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