1st thing is that I'm kinda getting all OCD about brushing my teeth. I did it like 5 times yesterday (that's what she said) and 4 times today. I just felt weird and had to brush them. And then everything was fine again. So much for my weird sides... I'm thinking of telling the tooth. Means my psychiatrist. She has this tooth on the left side of her upper jaw that's a bit bigger than the others and it keeps annoying me... I can't focus when she talks because I keep looking at that damn tooth. Hope she'll never ever read this, coz she's fine in general but that tooth just... urgh.
2nd thing is might take some time to explain.
Now I know one of my new year's resolutions was to forget D, but oh well since I was doomed to fail from the start I might just stop beating around the bush and get to the point, right?
The thing about D is that... I can't get enough of him. What's even worse is that the less he gives, the more I want. Totally annoying. I want to know everything about him, I want to be with him... It just sucks. And when I realize I don't know everything about him, I keep hoping for more. I want him to talk. About anything. But he doesn't, and I get angry and then he's sorry and then I feel guilty although I shouldn't. So that's the main picture of my overly complicated relationship that isn't really a relationship but kinda is. I make things way to complicated. The main point is that we're back together again since Sylvester. Kinda missed a point since I just realized I didn't write about it, sorry. Anyways. That's that.
/P.
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